I have been going through complete and total hell these last few days.

Ok so it was friday or saturday(fuck i dont even remember anymore) and i was hanging out with a friend. we were having fun taking turns playing Team Fortress 2 on the computer when i heard out shitzu Chloe barking. I went to see what it was and it was granny coming over.

Tito died. He was her little chihuahua who everyone has been saying he was practically mine too because i lived with her for years back when they got him when i was 5. I almost went into shock when she told me that. I just dropped my ds i was holding and started bawling all fucking day. He had a enlarged heart and something was pressing on his trechia where he could breath in but could barely breath out.

Honestly I still feel like I dont have a freakkin heart it hurts so fucking much. Poor Dasiy(grannys weiner dog) has just been sitting there looking so sad. She keeps going to the window looking for him.

The worst part for me is something just told me to go to the vet with her, it just screamed in my mind to go. But I didnt... I feel just so fucking shitty for that alone, god i miss him so much

I need halp D:

Im trying to post my new fic on there but its not letting me! I get to the submit part and it mentions something about a thumbnail but when i put the story in the thing it says it dosnt meet requirements.

Do I have to make it longer or something?

Yup its gonna be another one of those...

I am honestly at the moment sitting in the corner of my room trying to stop crying. Freakkin mom is being a bitch and dad a asshole.

We had to hide the cats at grannys today because were not supposed to have them and we had a inspection thingy. I get Xaldin out when they are back and he is soaked... it was pee so i of coarse dropped him and he goes under my bed.

Mom tried to get him out but he goes INTO my matress cuz theres a hole he found and made bigger. So I tell her over and over it wont work and she just isnt lisnting to me so then i get dad yelling at me asking me what the hell i want to say which just pisses me off.

So he's still under there, and im pissed at my parents and one of my friends, *sigh* by this point im not sure if he even wants to be my friend because he barely even talks to me anymore, i texted him saying i wanted my movie and book back that he's had sense graudation. I tex saying ill swing by real fast, and hes not even fucking home. Would have been nice if he told me but nooooooo all he dose is play WoW or basically ignore me. Well fuck him i say.

Yeah i know probably half of you dont want to read this shit but i need to post it on here so i can just fuckin rant and get it out of my system

Well thanks to a damn nightmare i have I am scared of a mammal now.

Had a nightmare not too long ago that I was mauled by tapirs. Most people dont know what they are so heres a picture [link]

Lol I know im pathetic. it was one of those dreams though where it just scared teh shit outta me XP

GHOSTBUSTERS!

Get the game...NOW! I rented it yesterday and just played the first part today its so much fun!

Im offically calling Slimer "little green bastard" after all the hell he put me through when he escaped lol

Oh god i had to fight the puff man! Oh the horror!